It's A Mess

Unfortunately, I haven't gotten everything out of my system yet, so I ended up buying a bunch of games. The order I placed came, so I got Half-Life 2 and Phantom Dust. Still Life got pushed back, so I won't see that for another week at the earliest. Then I went and picked up Jungle Beat, Animal Crossing, Socom II, and Resident Evil 4. I realized that I still suck at the RE series and it still scares me when I play. Never a good sign of how strong I am. I finally managed to play through some of Jungle Beat and it was pretty fun. I think I might have even started to glow while playing. Hopefully I'll have tone arms by the end of all this. I can't play hl2 because I still haven't gotten a video card that will run it. I do need to pick up one soon, before I loose interest or the spending spree stops because I finally come to my senses. I played some Phantom Dust and the gameplay is pretty unique. The story is kind of slow right now and I feel like I'm just doing alot of nothing, since I can't figure out how to increase my skills or whatnot, plus the boss creature has me beat for the last 10 attempts. How depressing.
On the upside of things, I saw the beginning of Battlestar Galatica: The miniseries. It was good stuff. Lots of fun battle scenes, good story, and it's a sci-fi show. All good things. Now if I could only find the time to watch more of it between the videogames.
I think my mom needs more practice in the caring/understanding parent department. I informed her of my breakup and she just keeps bringing it up. She asked me if he had called today, followed promptly by "do you think he had another girl?" Geez. You would think they'd just let you alone to fester in self-misery without the reminder that you are no longer with that person. These things aside, I did manage to not think about him constantly. I think it's dropped down to about once an hour or so now. Taking into account that when I do think about him, it's not for too long, so percentage wise things are getting better.
It's strange having to cut someone out of your life when you were just getting used to them being in it. No song of the moment today, kiddies. I'm sitting in silence.